Sueyi's sweet 16. :)

Went to easy cafe to celebrate sueyi's birthday last saturday. We had a blast that night. :)

Pi cha boooooooooom..

I don’t know how much longer I can go on. I’m a very sick person and I need help, but there’s none forthcoming. I hate myself and I want to die. I am an abject failure on every imaginable level. I’m a joke and my mind doesn’t function properly anymore. Just now trying to write that last sentence, I had another one of those terrible feelings I have that I can’t put into words. I don’t know what the emotion is, I really don’t. It might be anger and frustration at a level that I can barely handle. Helplessness.:(